Saint Dirty Face

Robert

Faith, Dirty Grace, and a Whole Lotta Whiskey, Regret, and Resurrection.

Visit my domain to dive face-first into the wild ride of my brain — a mashup of raw truths, dirty jokes, mental fistfights, and midnight rambles you didn’t know you needed. Saint Dirty Face. Imperfect on purpose. Faithful with fangs. Here to spill it all, laugh at the absurd, and maybe light a match under your too-comfortable chair.

  • 🔴 The Red Doctrine: How I Control Chaos

    Robert

    Saint Dirty Face Doctrine

    I’ve always believed the world isn’t black and white. It’s black, white, and grey—shifting, layered, never set in stone. You don’t win by being loud. You win by being ready.

    I don’t talk unless I’ve watched. I don’t offer advice unless I’ve listened. The quiet dog bites hardest—and I bite only when necessary.

    Eye contact? It’s respect. But it’s also strategy. You don’t lock eyes to connect. You lock eyes to control tempo, to signal readiness, to say without words: I see everything.

    I sit in silence and imagine every possible scenario. Not because I’m paranoid. Because I’m prepared. If you’ve already lived the worst in your mind, then when it happens, you’re not broken—you’re calm. And if it doesn’t happen? You feel relief instead of shock.

    That’s tactical empathy.
    It’s not softness. It’s precision.
    It’s feeling everything, showing nothing, and using emotion like a scalpel—not a wound.

    🔥 Scene from the Doctrine

    The room is burning.
    Flames crawl up the walls. Smoke thickens. Alarms scream.

    I’m sitting in a cracked vinyl chair, legs crossed, coat untouched by ash. I don’t flinch.

    “It’s gonna be fine,” I say.
    “I control the chaos. It doesn’t control me.”

    Someone younger panics beside me.

    “We need to move!”

    I nod toward the exit. Already mapped. Already rehearsed.

    “I’ve imagined this moment a hundred ways. This one’s the easiest.”
    “Trust but verify. Adapt. Overcome. Improvise.”

    I stand. The fire seems to pause.
    We walk out. Not lucky—ready.

    🧠 The Quotes I Live By

    • “I control the chaos. It doesn’t control me.”
    • “Trust but verify.”
    • “Adapt. Overcome. Improvise.”
    • “Tactical empathy.”
    • “Don’t argue with stupid. You’ll never win.”
    • “Silence is strategy. Expect the worst. Watch everything.”

    This isn’t pessimism. It’s doctrine.
    It’s how I move through the world—quiet, prepared, and wrapped in red.

    Red isn’t rage.
    Red is readiness.

    Saint Dirty Face: Stay Dirty Stay Dangerous

  • The Hangman’s Dishes

    Robert

    He came home from the grind, bones aching, boots heavy, and found a sink full of dirty dishes. Not his. The kind of mess that whispers of other hands, other mouths, other sins.

    In another story, a man on the gallows begged for silver, for gold, for his sister’s mercy—yet the rope still swung. Here, the Hangman never left the house. He ate at his table, dirtied his dishes, warmed his wife.

    And when the rope tightened around his neck, he looked for her face. Not for love, not for loyalty—just for one reason not to let go.

    She stepped forward. She stood by the Hangman. And she smiled.

    A smile sharp as betrayal, sweet as poison.

    A female Judas kiss. The circle closed.

    ✊🏻 Stay Dirty, Stay Rebellious™

    —Saint Dirty Face™

  • Monday Didn’t Disappoint

    Robert

    Wake up: doors slamming.

    Lights off. On. Off again.

    Alarms. Snooze. Repeat.

    Damn you, Monday.

    School Madness 🎒

    Get to work—it’s Busy Monday™.

    Parents still lining up for school entry testing.

    Keep in mind: school started four weeks ago.

    SMH.

    “I need the test now!”

    Look, lady… this is a 3-day test.

    Control your ass crumbs.

    Nobody told you to wait until last minute.

    Office Firestarters 🔥

    Followed up by the usual stupid emails—

    people starting tiny, pointless fires just to stir the pot.

    Guess what?

    I didn’t care.

    I sat back to watch it all burn.

    Just like Nero.

    Phones of Doom 📞

    Phone ringing off the hook.

    Same stupid questions.

    No matter how you explain it—they don’t get it.

    Our solution?

    Stop answering the phone.

    Hahaha.

    Silver Lining ⏰

    Only positive?

    Time flew by.

    In a blink—5 PM.

    Hell yeah, bitches.

    Until tomorrow—

    ✊🏻 Stay Dirty, Stay Rebellious™

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    Saint Dirty Face™

    [Stay Dirty, Stay Rebellious™]

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  • Start or Finish

    Robert

    Sunday has a strange split personality. For some, it’s the grand finale—the last gasp of the week, the slow fade-out before Monday crashes in. For others, it’s the starting gun, the “ready or not, here we go again” of a new week.

    Me? I see it as the beginning. A fresh week, a new slate… even if tomorrow’s Monday and that slate is already smeared with fingerprints and 5 hour energy shot stains.

    I tossed ten bucks at the lottery this weekend. Didn’t hit a single number. Ten dollars down the cosmic drain. Maybe it’s better I didn’t win that billion—because a jackpot that size doesn’t just change your life, it warps it. Rich problems, poor problems… still problems. Maybe staying broke-but-breathing is safer.

    And now we’re in that no-man’s-land between seasons. The heat hasn’t left, the cold hasn’t arrived, the air feels like it can’t make up its damn mind. Sinuses revolt, the sky teases rain it won’t deliver, and my head’s throbbing like it owes rent.

    But here we are. Another Sunday. Another “start or finish” depending on your philosophy. Raise your imaginary beers with me. Here’s to a week better than the last.

    Skål. Stay Dirty, Stay Dangerous.

    —Saint Dirty Face™

  • The Jesus Cipher: Hidden Tree in Plain Sight

    Robert

    Saint Dirty Face says: “Stay dirty but stay ready.”

    They painted him on clouds, halo blazing, angels bowing. But behind the gold leaf and glowing eyes is something stranger—a code. A map. A diagram that whispers: this isn’t just about worship. It’s about transformation.

    What the Code Means

    The Tree of Life isn’t random geometry. It’s a spiritual ladder, a cosmic circuit board, a guide to climbing from flesh to divinity. Each point—called a sephira—represents a step of evolution: wisdom, mercy, beauty, foundation.

    When they placed Jesus at the top, they weren’t just saying “Son of God.” They were saying Jesus is the map. The key to unlock the climb. A human template fused with divine energy.

    Think of it like this:

    The Cross shows sacrifice. The Chalice shows salvation. But the Tree shows initiation—a path to become more.

    If this was hidden in sacred art, it flips the whole script. It means faith was never meant to be blind—it was meant to be decoded.

    ⚡ Closer:

    “Maybe the greatest miracle wasn’t water into wine. Maybe it was this: hiding the ladder to heaven in plain sight—and daring us to climb.”

  • One for the Ages… Literally.

    Robert

    Look, every generation gets slapped with labels like they’re cattle at an auction.

    Gen Z = soft, phone-zombies. Millennials = needy, praise-hungry. Gen X (that’s us, my battle-scarred brethren) = emotionally unavailable, checked out. Boomers = can’t find the WiFi button, but can find a 20-minute story about it.

    Truth? Those “misunderstandings” aren’t totally wrong—they’re just the PG-13 trailer version. The R-rated director’s cut looks more like this:

    Gen Z will quit your job before the ink dries on their badge, but they’ll build an empire in emojis while you’re still looking for the stapler. Millennials act like they want hugs, but what they really want is purpose—and a decent Wi-Fi signal. Gen X? Oh, we don’t talk in meetings? That’s because we’re too busy plotting revenge in silence. Rage on simmer. We invented “fuck around and find out” before it was neon-lit on TikTok. Boomers still prefer phone calls, but let’s be real—they’re the ones who’ll fight to the death over expired coupons and still walk out with respect.

    The Dark Truth

    That second meme nailed it: “Never pick a fight with anyone over 50. They’re full of rage and sick of everyone’s shit.”

    Yeah. That’s us now. We’ve been holding the line through every fad, every “must-have app,” every HR-mandated “team-building exercise.” We’ve buried friends, careers, marriages, and more patience than most people will ever have.

    So when you push? Don’t expect “the bigger person.” Expect the one who’s done taking crap, armed with a lifetime of receipts, and just enough arthritis to swing a punch slower but harder.

    The Moral of the Story

    Generations aren’t enemies. They’re just different battlefields:

    Z fights with speed. Millennials fight with feels. Boomers fight with tradition. Gen X fights with the quiet, seething knowledge that we already survived disco, dial-up, and New Coke.

    And we’re still here.

    ✊🏻 Stay Dirty, Stay Rebellious™

    – Saint Dirty Face™

  • Curiosity Killed the Cat (And Might Kill Us Too)

    Robert

    They say curiosity killed the cat. What they don’t mention is that curiosity is probably gonna kill us too—it just wears a lab coat now.

    Humans can’t resist poking at the unknown. If there’s a locked door, somebody’s gotta open it. If there’s a red button, somebody’s gonna push it. If there’s a shiny artifact in a lost temple with giant skulls carved into the wall, somebody’s gonna unwrap it while whispering, “I think it’s fine.”

    Spoiler: It’s never fine.

    Remember Raiders of the Lost Ark? Everyone said, “Don’t open the Ark of the Covenant.” Then some smug dude in uniform opened it and boom—faces melted like hot butter on a skillet. That wasn’t just Hollywood. That’s human nature on screen. We don’t listen.

    Now fast-forward to today. We’ve got scientists in the Arctic digging up bacteria and viruses that have been chilling in permafrost for tens of thousands of years. Why? “Because it’s interesting.” Great. So was Chernobyl until the reactor said otherwise.

    Mark my words: the end won’t be an asteroid or aliens. It’ll be some proud researcher holding up a petri dish like it’s the Holy Grail. “Look everyone! I’ve resurrected a trillion-year-old lung-eating bacteria!” And then half the planet’s hacking up their ribcage while the other half Googles “DIY hazmat suit.”

    And you know what comes next: zombies. Some pale grad student will unlock a freezer that should’ve stayed locked, and suddenly every apocalyptic B-movie is looking more like a documentary.

    The Dirty Truth

    Curiosity is our double-edged sword. It built fire, the wheel, antibiotics, and quantum computers. But it also built nukes, gas chambers, and viruses that should’ve stayed frozen in prehistory. We’re toddlers with matches—sometimes we light candles, sometimes we torch the whole house.

    So yeah, curiosity killed the cat. But the cat didn’t have permafrost labs, AI, or the power to split atoms. The cat didn’t build doomsday with its own paws.

    We did. And we’ll probably do it again.

    Saint Dirty Face™

    Stay Dirty, Stay Rebellious™

  • 🖤 Why Complicate Life? (A Self-Help Rant That Actually Helps)

    Robert

    Life isn’t meant to be a Rubik’s Cube solved blindfolded while juggling bills and pretending you’re happy on Instagram. We—humans, Gen Xers, millennials, whoever’s reading this—love to make things messy. We ghost instead of call. We sulk instead of explain. We want something but choke on asking. We crave love but act like telling someone is a felony.

    Newsflash: it’s not that deep.

    Self-help books will give you 300 pages of word salad about chakras, manifesting, or journaling under the moonlight. Fine. Cute. But here’s the blunt, Saint Dirty Face edition:

    Missing somebody? Call. Wanna meet up? Invite. Wanna be understood? Explain. Have questions? Ask. Don’t like something? Say it. Like something? State it. Want something? Ask for it. Love someone? Tell it.

    That’s it. That’s the whole damn book.

    The Dirty Truth

    We complicate life because we’re scared. Scared of rejection, scared of looking needy, scared of not being enough. So we stay quiet, stew in our own thoughts, and drown in the “what ifs.” That silence? It’s poison. It kills more connections than any fight ever will.

    Saint Dirty Face Prescription™

    Cut the drama. Say what you mean, mean what you say. Stop the psychic games. No one is a mind-reader. Not your spouse, not your boss, not your friends. Quit holding back. Every day you don’t say it is one less day you get to live it.

    The “secret” to self-help isn’t tucked in a $29.99 hardcover—it’s in your mouth. Speak. Ask. Tell. State. Invite. Call.

    Closer

    Life is already short and messy. Don’t make it harder by keeping what matters locked up. Be blunt. Be clear. Be dirty honest.

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    Saint Dirty Face™

    [Stay Dirty, Stay Human™]

  • The Three Sacred Rules of Getting Older™

    Robert

    Look, nobody told us adulthood was gonna feel like a comedy skit written by our digestive tract. You hit 40, 50, 60… and suddenly the body that used to crush tequila shots, power through hangovers, and bounce off bar fights decides to betray you like Judas with a coupon book.

    So let’s talk survival. The real Ten Commandments of midlife? Nah—just three. The holy trinity of rules that keep your dignity (and your pants) intact:

    1. Never Pass a Bathroom 🚽

    Youth: “I’ll wait ‘til I get home.”

    Age: “If there’s porcelain, I’m pulling over.”

    The older you get, the more every bathroom door looks like the gates of heaven. Gas station, dive bar, shady taco stand—you don’t gamble. You go.

    2. Don’t Waste a Hard-On 🍆

    Listen, after 40 they show up like rare Pokémon. If it’s there, it’s go-time. Don’t save it for later—there is no later. Respect the biology, salute the moment, seize the day (and whatever’s nearby).

    3. Never Trust a Fart 💨

    This one separates the rookies from the veterans. If you even hesitate for a second—congrats, you’ve reached elder wisdom. Because what sounds like a whisper of freedom could be a full-on betrayal that ruins your jeans and your reputation.

    So there it is. Life distilled down to three rules. Forget stock tips, wellness coaches, or miracle creams. Just follow these, laugh when you fail, and carry extra underwear in your glove box.

    Saint Dirty Face™ says:

    Stay Dirty, Stay Human™

  • Labor Day? More Like Pester Day™

    Robert

    Labor Day holiday—what’s so special about it?

    Did I get the day off? Yeah.

    Am I enjoying it? Hell no.

    From the moment I woke up, it’s been nonstop: change a lightbulb, haul out the trash, referee whatever cage match the kids have decided to host in the living room, inspect this, fix that. The irony? I do less labor when I’m actually at work.

    This isn’t a holiday—it’s Stay Home and Get Pestered Day™.

    Catchy, right? Congress should make it official.

    Now I’m teetering on the edge of a migraine, whispering prayers for silence that’ll never come. Can I take it out on them? Of course not. Or can I…? (Relax, I’m kidding. Mostly.)

    But damn if the name doesn’t fit. Labor Day is pure labor, just without the paycheck.

    So here’s my rebellion: I’m wearing white all week in protest. White shirt, white shorts, white socks—like a middle-aged ghost haunting my own house chores.

    Labor Day. Thanks for the day off. Next year, maybe send a maid service instead.

    ✊🏻 Stay Dirty, Stay Dangerous.™

    – Saint Dirty Face™