Tag: #SummerHeatConfessions

  • The pool looked electric under the night sky, glowing blue like it was holding secrets for ransom.

    The air was warm, thick, and heavy with chlorine and jasmine. The kind of summer night that doesn’t just linger—it leans on you.

    Amy was already there.

    Lounged out, one leg draped over the side of the chair, black swimsuit catching the glow.

    Her wine glass balanced easy in one hand, the other idly rolling a bottle of suntan lotion like it was part of some game only she knew the rules to.

    “College boy,” she called, voice soft but sharp enough to slice through the hum of the cicadas.

    “You drink?”

    I walked across the warm concrete barefoot, trying not to look at the way her skin caught the moonlight. She passed me a glass, the condensation running down my fingers as if the drink already knew I was sweating.

    We sat there—her stretched back, me stiff at first. Music floated out of the speaker, low and slow, something that made the night feel longer than it was.

    “You burn easy?” she asked, shaking the lotion bottle once, casual like she was asking about the weather.

    “Sometimes,” I said.

    “Then c’mere.”

    She poured the lotion into her palm, cool and glistening, and pressed it against my shoulder.

    Her fingers spread it over my skin—smooth, slow, deliberate.

    Too long to be just helpful. Too short to be innocent.

    Her laugh bubbled up when she caught me holding my breath.

    “Relax, college boy,” she teased. “It’s just lotion.”

    But nothing about that night felt like just anything.

    The backyard was quiet, the pool rippling like it was listening in.

    By the time she leaned back into her chair, hand shiny from the last streak of lotion, the drink in my glass was gone.

    The silence between us wasn’t silence at all—it was heat waiting to be named.

    And summer nights don’t need fire.

    They make their own heat.

    ✊🏻 Stay Dirty, Stay Wicked.

    — Saint Dirty Face

  • Saint Dirty Face After Dark

    The front door shut behind me like it was sealing some deal I hadn’t signed.

    Basil in the air, Fleetwood Mac humming low, and the sound of a spoon clinking against a pan like it had all been staged.

    I found her there. Amy.

    My dad’s new wife. My “stepmom.”

    Only four months in, and somehow she already looked like she belonged more than he did.

    Black swimsuit, messy bun, barefoot on tile.

    Wine glass sweating in the sun.

    She turned and smiled at me—open, warm, like she was glad I showed up, like she’d been waiting.

    “Hey,” she said. “You must be the college kid.”

    Yeah. The college kid.

    Nineteen years old, still shaking the dust from the bus ride, suddenly standing in a kitchen that felt about three sizes too small.

    Her voice filled it. Her smile filled it. And every nerve in me started yelling the same thing: wrong, wrong, wrong.

    But wrong has a smell, and it smelled like butter and basil and wine.

    Wrong has a soundtrack, and it sounded like Stevie Nicks singing about second chances.

    Wrong has a shape, and it was standing barefoot right in front of me.

    I told myself it was just the shock of meeting her for the first time.

    I told myself it was just the summer heat pressing down.

    I told myself it was nothing.

    But the truth?

    The truth was that the kitchen already felt like confession. And I wasn’t ready to tell her what I’d been thinking. 💦

    ✊🏻 Stay Dirty, Stay Wicked.

    — Saint Dirty Face